This feeling in my soul

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It's a feeling that i can no longer hold.
I feel as rhough im incimplete, like something has a hold on me.
It's wrapping itself around my soul.
Treating the person I love wrong.
This thing thats holding on has to let go, because the person who I love so much but treat so bad wont be around for long.
I feel as though I cant breathe not physically but mentally.
As my heart beats becoming heavy.
I could feel it, it feels as though it wants to come out of my chest.
What could it be?
This negativity.
That never fails to get a hold of me.
You see when it comes all things negative comes to mind & the person or people that I treasure are no longer mine.
Is it mind over matter?
Does this thing that I feel really even matter?

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