Everyday is like a nightmare.
I would rather be elsewhere.
But my fears are here,
It feels so severe.
I’m afraid of giving up.
Like my body could blow up.
Or maybe I could be afraid of dying,
The light would be so blinding.
I’m sorry that I’m scared,
I feel unprepared.
But you must realize that I tried,
There is a sudden upside.
I started to look within myself.
I learned to start at the root,
The second step was to execute.
At that point I was still afraid,
That I would still be trapped in this cage.
It took other people to help me,
For me to finally feel free.
Free from the fear,
That I don’t want to interfere
With my life anymore.
I’m tired of this feeling so hardcore,
I want to be restored.
And I eventually will be,
Due to the fact that I didn’t flee.
I stepped right up to the plate.
I faced my fears up straight,
And this is why I now feel great.