Nervous as a bitch
Palms are sweaty and hot and cold chills.
Standing there faceless with
Judgement eating my confidence.
Laughs and giggles
What's so funny?
"Big eh shit" Hearing your technicalities
is like slowly walking on gravel
With every piece getting closer to my veins.
Now I walk to the back of room
so that I won't be noticed in plain sight.
Where is he?
Did he mean to graze my arm?
What he mean when he said I got you
Make sure you don't talk like that
Have you seen him?
I should just shoot my shot.
But he will never see you like that, sis.
Now I just write about the guys that I desire.
I’m trying to take leaps.
Strides to make myself whole.
I did a good job of convincing you of who I am. But I am stuck
getting smaller by every moment I’m still here
Only faith can stop it from caving in on me.
“You are amazing.”
Either way, I’m going to take up space.
I’m supposed to be rare but simplicity is awfully familiar. Just like them.
as everything closes in on me I will use every inch of time to be awfully strange