My tears spill over
Forever leaking, gushing, flowing tears
The embodiment of fear and disappointment
Am I not enough?
Not worthy of love
So I let you crawl into my brain
Allow you into my mind
To tell me what to do
Acid rain clouding my judgement
All a haze
And now I ask you again, am I not enough?
I try my best but repeatedly rejected
But what had I expected?
To be accepted
For who am already am?
What a ridiculous thought
I’m sorry, I’ll do better
I’ll fix myself
Improve myself, for you
Isn’t that what I’m supposed to do?
Change into something I’m not
But it’s okay
Maybe now you’ll not toss me aside
Push me off to the side
But welcome me with open arms
And now standing on the ledge
I ponder the world and the people
The actions that led to me wanting to step off the edge
And so I ask myself for the last time
Is this enough?
I take a leap
A flash of light
My soul to reap
And with my last breath I am content
Finally, I’m enough