I tried to make you smile .
I tried to make you love me.
But instead you threw me
and then you broke me.
You didn't break me right
away though. Instead it was piece
by piece. To make it worst no one
could see the damage you did.
Like a doll you damaged me string
by string. thread by thread. But you were
so quick to take my childhood away. My smile was
no longer more than a grin. My laugh was no longer real.
Dreams seemed to be a myth.
Love is a joke.
No matter how I pray
No matter how I cry
The white flag in my hand
You gave no mercy .
A trapped bird with clipped
Your family was more meaningful
Than her or him or me.
You just needed us for
your family's protrait in their family
tree. But why me ?
You said you wanted me.
Was it because I'm the reason she
suffers and they hurt her?
Is it because I'm the opposite of a him?
Because I'm like a mirror towards your
reflection? I'm strong. I'm nothing. I'm happy .
I'm worthless. I'm determined.I'm tired.
Thank you father for the love you've given me for life.