It is crazy to me- the things I see,
Others don’t seem to acknowledge.
For in this jumbled mind- I keep trying to find
An answer but that's just it.
I really don't know-where I'm supposed to go
When I'm searching for the right college.
It makes me mad- and at times I'm sad
Because I don't know which to pick.
Do I stay close to home- and never be left alone?
Or as far as my dreams will take me?
I know that I say- "I want to move away",
But I know It's not that easy.
Each day I lose sleep- when these scary thoughts creep
Into mind and makes themselves comfortable.
This year should be fun- now I wish it were done
So I can move on already.
But I can't move on- until this feeling is gone
And I feel like I know what I want.
I just hope that I don't wait-until it is too late
And then I can't choose at all.
Decisions to make- that will determine the fate
Of the next four years of my life.
So wish me well- and I will tell
You everything that goes wrong and right.