Cynical
I was told a lot about lust
That I’d taste my lover on my lips
As I lay there in my lonely bed at night
I said I’d wipe the flavor from my mouth
Love is bitter, dry, and trite
I was told a lot about grace
That I’d take his word as Gospel truth
And let my faith show me the way
I said that I don’t believe in God
Love is fear, and pain, and Judgment Day
I was told a lot about honor
That he’d go to battle for my love
And take the field in one great stride
I said that I’m a pacifist
Love is war, and blood, and genocide
I was told a lot about passion
That he’d make me feel all new things
And in his arms I’d wait
I said that I believe in reason
Love is sadness, suffering, and hate
I said a lot about lust
But never knew that he’d taste like mint and heat
Or that his fingers would leave traces in my skin
I never knew that I would crave his mouth
Love is stolen kisses and whispered sins
I said a lot about grace
But never knew that he’d have eyes like angels
And that I’d see saints in his damned grin
I never knew that someone could be so holy
Love is twinkling trees and quiet within
I said a lot about honor
But never knew he’d ask politely for my love
Or hold me close and overstep these walls
I never knew I’d hand it over with my heart
Love is drunken nights and turn signals
I said a lot about passion
But never knew that those little old feelings
Would somehow become brighter, better, true
I never knew that it would all make sense
Love is us, and me, and you