I've always wanted love
But now I don't want to want it.
I always craved touch
But dislike it when you touch me.
I've always wanted loyalty
And to be treated like I'm royalty
But when you put me on a throne
I feel more like recoiling.
And sometimes I feel I'm losing myself
It's been so long since I've loved someone else.
I've never been the type to put my feelings on the shelf
But when you want to be loved you have to do it yourself.