Can't Go Home
Senior Year: Second semester
College freshman: Second semester
Prom, graduation, ditch day, freedom
Fear, home sick, scared, broken
A year of love and excitement
A year of loss and anxiety
I laughed in the face of stress and smiled with no care
I cried in the bathroom today and hoped no one would notice
A small hometown, with nothing to offer
A place called home that I miss so dear
I was accepted to my choice school
I can’t even pay for room and board
It’ll all work out, it always does
But what if… it doesn’t
High school is nothing compared to college
High school was never cherished enough
A year from now, I’ll be living on my own, free to do as I choose
A year ago I was safe and at ease
Mom and dad won’t leave me alone
Mom and dad… god, I want to go home
Things get better over time
I hope she was right