Can You Hear Me Now?

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I sit here letting out silent pleas

With the blood that I bleed.

I cut myself, once again,

Hoping that it will cause my heart to bend

Bend yet not break

But in the end, I can barely keep myself awake.

I’m dizzy, the room is spinning.

I’m beginning to regret this decision,

But I know that it is time.

It’s time to leave.

I’ve tried to reach out for help,

But I fail, every time.

I can’t take this any longer.

I deserve to experience this right now.

One more cut and I might just hit the vein right.

Then it can be over.

But my pain is fading.

I need more.

I overdose on pills,

To further the pain.

I’ve been brought to literal tears.

Something I haven’t experienced in a long time.

The tears are now flowing.

One last cut is on its way

It happens.

I am successful.

I am gone.