I don't remember when you showed up in my life.
You're the companion I never wished for,
A thick silence that sucks away the flame of my soul.
A vacuum of grey is left in its place, not bad, not good.
The energy has fizzled, and the grip of fear has replaced it.
I cannot name your source,
I cannot define you.
All I know, is I must defeat you.
There is a light in me that is being suffocated,
And it's gasping for even one shallow breath.
A chance at life,
A chance to ignite.
The potential is charged and yearning to break free,
But it need a spark,
To disintegrate what has smothered it for all these years.
You will not win.
You cannot win.
This life is mine.
and though I cannot see you,
I feel you,
And it is time break free,
And burn blazingly ahead into the future.