I know you don't want to talk to me because you need to breathe
but I'm restless without you
they say the only ones up at 4am are the loved and the lonely
but I'm broken
since you left I've felt sick
constantly nauseous and constantly crying
i keep trying to talk to you
in hopes you'd want me back
but it never works...
i just wish you missed me the way I miss you
i have songs playing constantly on repeat now
and they aren't my old love songs
they're about losing someone you love
and baby I love and lost you
so far today I've had 4 panic attacks
my body doesn't even know how to function without you
If I even get out of bed I fall because I've cried so much it's like I can't stand
so this is my first heart break...
so this is when my first love leaves...
im sorry I wasn't enough
but at least I know I gave it my all
but it also hurts more because I gave it my all
and now you aren't mine...
and now I feel like I can never move on...