The Blood that Kills Me With Shame
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The anger burning when I hear your name
The disappointment throbbing in my veins
Your blood runs through my blood
The blood that kills me with shame
I can't stand the fact that you couldn't raise me but you could raise her
Raise her like your daughter even though she doesn't carry your DNA
Gave her everything and left me with nothing
Gave her love, while you turned away
Tu Ignoraste mi llanto de desesperación y mis lágrimas de dolor
You ignored my cries of desperation and tears of pain
When I was young you were never there to wipe my tears
You were never there to read me fairy tales
You were never there when I needed a damn blood transfusion
The blood you so jealousy claim
You walked out on us and act like it is an accomplishment, and should be praised
You lie to the world but I'm the decoder of your lies
Your fake smile doesn’t fool me because I know it’s just another mask
In the last five years you never had the balls to call me, to see if I was ok
And now you want to come back? Thinking everything will be the same?
Well let me tell you something, it's too late
Now it's not about what you want it's about what I want
You forget that I'm still human, and don't understand that now it's my game
Nowadays the love I feel is not yours
A better man has stepped up and took up the place that you never earned
You say you want to erase the past but let me ask you what past?
There is no past, there are no memories
The only thing to remember are all the times you didn’t show up
The times you left me waiting on the cold concrete steps wondering why you forgot
You say I will always be your daughter
Pero cuando te necesitaba no estuviste y ahora soy yo la que se va
Now just like you walked out on us, I'm walking out on you
Walking away from the blood that kills me with shame