I can't see a world with out you ,

But then again I can't see 

I'm blinded by your love, my insecurities. 

I am blinded by what use to be mine , the things u use to say,Memories I will never forget, spilling through my tears and joyless nights. 

Burning in sorrows , drowning in regrets 

I've pored my heart out to you, your ears see no remorse 

You are blinded by my lies and insecurities and hatred of thee words I spew to you in anger

so stubborn that u elect me in hopes that I will learn to see , blinded by uncertainness lost in pain 

That I've caused ? I've caused . I've brought into your life. Love contributed into a lost cause years waisted in your eyes

Years I spent wallowing in my lies, basking in unworthy love.

i have been broken,Broken with no repair but your presents blinded by insecurities and deafen by my own screams