a birthday crash
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It happens so fast, you hardly can explain, the lights begin to flash and then comes to pain
the pain that you feel is nothing to the pain that remains, your mothers heart aches when she receives the call, your fathers temper shoots straight up the wall
even if not at fault, you're in the wrong, your family worries, your friends run and hide.
you are alone in this moment watching the cars collide, it was a simple left, the light was green the arrow for us to go
it was a clear night, a winters eve and home was our destination, tell me how you thought it was right to plow through that light
you saw us there and yet you drove, faster and faster like a race of disaster, did you even feel sorry as the metal crushed the metal?
people gathered, sobbing was heard, a boy pulled himself out of the car
he moved to the side, bleeding and hurt, people only seeing him as he moved to the other door
the metal was pushed in, and and he pulled it back
in a second there was a snap, a crack and his fingers broke
he hurt himself as you sat and watched saying it was your fault
the girl in the passenger seat is barely awake, she doesn't know what happened
doesn't realize her mistake, her head is throbbing and everything is doubled
her heart is racing and soon the pain pours in, from the left side of her neck down the right side of her back
people crowd and shes forgotten whats happened, the police take her statement and its very very wrong
she was not driving
she was not at fault
you should have been paying attention, you should've tried to help
not a scratch on you, not a bit of pain
but there you stand, doing nothing, helping no one just the same
tell me how you are right in this situation, how do you sleep at night
my sister cannot sleep, she curls in a balls and hopes the pain will subside
you should've watched the road, you should'nt have taken the risk
you're lucky no one died, that no one will have to be missed
but the pain that forever will effect a family, a child, a single human is unrepayable
how dare you think that because you've done wrong money can make it better
watch the road, watch the signs, follow the lights accordingly
driving isn't that difficult, your text message, your phone call, your music can wait
don't be the reason someones body aches forever, that they never know comfort again
don't be that person going home with guilt piling on your head
pay attention to the road, listen to what i say
because while you survived that accident, had it been another day
you could be in that position with the metal crushing around you, the bruising on your face, the neck brace, the medication. YOU could be the one who is turmoiled and miserable or maybe
just maybe you'd get into an accident where you felt nothing at all
not like this one, no, much worse
how would you feel for your family to receive a call, to rush to a hospital but to be unable to do anything at all
you could die in a minute for a text you need this second, your message can wait
your call can wait
do you hear me or is everything too hard to swallow so it sits up in your mouth as your teeth grind the guilt into bite size pieces that you think will digest
how can you digest an acid that can crush metal, that can tear families apart that can cause someone to forever live as a vegetable, or forever feel pain, or worse to feel nothing at all and be condemned to a dark hole somewhere.
tell me you are sorry, tell her, tell him. show us that you've learned that you know you are wrong.
afterall, it was a birthday crash that YOU caused.