it reminds me of yours

 

the annoying buzz I can detect a mile away 

 

I don't even have to look up I already know it. 

 

I roll my eyes and I hold my tongue

 

The word "friends" won't cut it anymore

 

What are we now?

 

I am just another forgotten face walking down those hallways 

 

you say the typical bullshit that makes a teenager as myself, to fall for

 

the emotions, I wouldn't want them to show on my face 

 

it pains me to remember those feelings I once had

 

no matter how loud my voice carries, the effort I bring

 

you could care less of my existence

 

I am thinking of ways to show you what I'm made of

 

but you keep knocking me down

 

the cycle never cease to end

 

I need to stop, what am I thinking? 

 

I am tired of trying to impress you, I am sick of it all

 

finally I see the light, writing is my release; my saving grace

 

It's the power I hold on to, I won't let it slip away

 

I know now that you are not worth it.

 

My time, my energy, and on my mind

 

you cannot control my happiness or me.

 

I can be whatever I want to be.

 

Enough is enough.