Because I Love You I Did Not Change
I met him on a monday
Lockers slamming, talking in our ears
My mind a messy place
A pallet for an artist
Our first date was at the movies
He paid for my ticket
I insisted on food
Melted butter and m&m’s, my fingers sticky
Elbows touching, unmoving
The wallet in my pocket a little lighter
He sat with me at lunch
Questions at my friends
They laugh and give me approving winks
Our fourth date was at the park
My back itchy from the grass
Curious brown and blue eyes looking up at the darkening sky
His fingers bettween mine, my heart beating like Lepus
“I love you” slipped from my mouth in the fourth month
A kiss and a hug
The heat reaches my cheeks
I woke up next to him
Memories of music and immortal smiles
Late night and innocent heavy eyes
Our last date was his couch
We held our breaths till our lungs burst
Crossed legs a foot apart
clutching hurting stomachs
Laughter so much laughter
He left me on a monday
Black gowns and shifting tassels
A step out the door
My mind a messy place
A pallet for an artist