I went to college alone,
ready to face the world.
I was sure I was ready for it,
but boy was I wrong.
A lovely girlfriend I have,
but she's far away.
I've only made one friend here,
but we rarely hang.
I feel like I'm the only one who feels this way,
so I don't wanna bother
No one understands me,
and that brings me sorrow.
In addition to that, I feel like I put myself behind others
I try to make them happy, I care too much.
My actions are rarely reciprocated
Life is so unfair
My family loves me and all,
but I was always taught to ignore
Ignoring will make things go away they said
but that has rately been the case.
Those that love me many times don't see
the amount of sorrow and loneliness that's really in me
It's sad, but sometimes I just don't see the point
Of existence at all.
I need help I really do.
I want to fill this gap.
Maybe this is punishment
from my distancing from God
Please just make it stop.
Craziness I feel
The tears just won't stop
Make it go away.
Make it disappear.