I didn’t mind loneliness until I did

Though better said, is “not noticed”

My plan to go to online school

To get ahead and have more fun

Of course the fun for future times

My current plan, long-term of course

To get ahead and graduate

From 4 years worth of my hard work

With success planned at my hands

Complete with blueprints at my hands

To go further and farther than I ever dreamed

Of course let’s not forget my current stay

My school takes place at home online

Though I was warned I thought, it’s fine

I just assumed I wouldn’t mind

Guess I was wrong

Though time may change, and prove me wrong

I may be blind to say I’m wrong

Is independence loneliness?

To get ahead is loneliness?

Though not with many I do have friends

This choice of mine had reason and love

For I chose myself, and not the fun

I must remember that I’m young

My time is not near done at all not

I’m not alone, just blind that’s all

Since I could not see at all,

My family here thats by my side

And now I see I’m fine just bored

For fun is sad to leave behind but yet again, is it fun?

My words speak ‘bout the foolishness, the boys, the tricks, and gossip not bliss

Time wasting, brain sucking, stress thats it

Perhaps I’d just be patient and wait

Or perhaps it’s time I found other ways of fun

With family, friends, success, and love