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I killed that little girl
Thought she wasn't good enough for this world
Buried her deep in the past
She was unearthed at last
My darling, I'm so sorry for what I did
Everything good about you I hid
Your smile was something to be shared
Your intelligence couldn't be compared
But I wasn't satisfied with you
Choked the life out of you as you turned blue
I brought those monsters in your head
I'm the reason why you bled
Your wonderful legs, so unmarred
I'm the one who covered them in scars
I took their bitter words to heart
And slowly tore you apart
Why did I listen to what they said?
Put all those terrible thoughts in your head
Made you hide your smile and curse your eyes
My oh my how times flies
Thought you were gone, just a memory
But up from the dirt you're crawling to me
Your complexion, oh so fair
I burned it up trying to match theirs
It's a wonder you lived that long
Everything I did was just plain wrong
I kept trying to fix you like something was bad
But I never realized just what I had
I'm so sorry my love for the awful words
And all the lies that you heard
Made you question everything about your wonderful self
You were too young to be pulling a mask off a shelf
And wearing it everyday
Trying to make the hate go away
But what they said got under my skin
Looking back I had forgot where I'd been
And what I did to you
Tried to make you brand new
I cut you up and made you cry
Not a day went by
That the voices in your head didn't take the face of friends
The words cut into you until the end
I killed this poor little girl
Because something is terribly wrong with this world