I sit and watch. Watch you talk. Watch you teach. Talk, talk, talk. Trying to stay awake. Taping, Drawing, Texting. Not interested. In what you are talking about. In what you are explaining. Why. Why can I not move? Why can I not talk? Why do I have to sit still? I want to move. Explore the lesson. Be creative. Put me into my work. But instead I sit and watch. Watch you talk. Watch you explain. Talk, talk talk.