how we rebuild
the damage isn’t done,
we convince ourselves
as we sit in a row on the curb
sunken arms draped over our knees.
a hodgepodge congregation
of prayers in vain,
because who is there to ask
why our slates are wiped
bare at the foundations?
it’s not always easy
to find the beauty
in rubble,
grey cinderblock artwork,
red-orange bricks, white mortar,
cotton candy strips of insulation.
and by the time the sun
lurches its slow roll up the horizon,
we do what we can
to make sense out of shambles.
not even the greatest oklahoma winds
could grab the sun with strong hands
and press it back into yesterday.
we remember the sunrise
as we pick up the pieces.
every day starts as a chance
to begin again,
if we can muster up the might
to rebuild.
the damage isn’t done,
we declare to ourselves.
in every defeat,
awaits a victory
just aching to take
its first breath of tomorrow.
let them all watch in awe
as we start from scratch
among the ruin of our old house
and from the ground,
rises our home.