I am an emotional, fifteen years old girl;

Who feels like she is in her twentieth.

Worrying too much about things she shouldn't yet have,

And feels the weight of thoughts on her shoulders

There are so many confusions

That I have been wanting to find the answers for.

I wondered what will make me happy.

Which path should I take?

Where will each decision lead me?

And when will my dreams come true?

As I grow up,

My dreams changed and get more realistic,

And those fantasies of mine 

Get blurrier as time passes by.

That is when I realize.

There are still so much more options 

That I have never think of.

The path which may or may not 

Guide me to a better future.

I don't know yet.

But what I believe is 

I will try my best to get the most out of it,

And I will soon understand the word

"Truthfully happy".