Silent Lesson
Location
I can hear what you say but
My mind is so distracted
Thinking about living in a room full of strangers
Thinking about if I will ever have a place to call home
So I'm sorry if I can't answer your questions about some king's throne
This place we live now is much better
Before we lived in a place used to house women of lesser professions
I think I saw a rat once and maybe a pimp
I can tell that you are angry about the questions regarding your lessons
The answers just will not leave my lips
I wake up at four every morning to get here
And I am tired so I always choose a seat closest to the rear
"Are you going to the game?"
I have to be home by eight and
I want to say they will lock the doors if I'm late
Instead I say "maybe next time"
But next time will never come
I never tell anyone not sure if they will listen
So I just lay my head down and hear the life that I am missing
The words that you teach always fall silent once they hit my ear
As I hope and pray that life only gets better from here