I don't like people,
But sometimes you meet
some sweet ones.
Some wonderful people.
Maybe they said "hello"
The way they do.
Or maybe they just showed
you love.
They make the world
Just a little less shitty.
And maybe
Just maybe,
We can repay them.
But I know that i
am not one of those people.
I am the norm.
And I dislike myself some days.
But most days
I try not to think about it.
For great kindness has been dealt
To me
And I
In my ever present suck.
Will never
Be worthy
Of any of it.
And that is my reality