Spoken Words not Truly Spoken
I cannot do this anymore.
I can no longer pretend, put on a show... an act.
It may seem real though I can tell you that is most certainly is not.
It is all fake.
If I told you, you would break... whither.
You feel it. I do not feel it.
I only feel the hurt from the emptiness inside of me.
I have become accustomed the numbness within my heart.
Am I stoic, inable to love?
Am I the whole problem?
The emptiness behind my words echo in my brain and my chest.
Spoken words not truly spoken.
Maybe the more I say it, the more it will feel real? Wrong.
I must surrender and disappear to something fulfilling.
I need to abandon what I used to be so fond of.
But I cannot do that, leave you with nothing but questionable answers.