As i look at your distant face
Memories rearrange and take place
In my mind, images flashing in empty space
The shine of the diamond ring is so blinding
Cus deep down my soul is dying
At the idea that you gave away your love
To another man and never looked above
Or beyond, my failures and outcomes
Something i never knew id become
Because if i had i wouldve told you to run
Away
DONT stay
All im gonna do is betray
Your trust
Your love
Its a must
Just because
I was never whole and you tried so hard
To fill gap in my forsaken heart
But we knew it from the start
The odds stacked against us
The turbulent winds left us breathless
Chiefin black and mild just to die faster
Our love was a movie, i became the fired actor
While you went all hollywood, began a new chapter
Of your life
Your words are full of spite
I can't get my mind right
Cus all i see is our memories in my foresight
The drugs help me see through my third eye
And anticipate how to get myself in the moonlight
Or lime light
Either way you have become my poltergeist
All i dream of is your skin at night
I just simply cant fake happiness
I cant help but think all those i love you's had asterisks