i fight

i fight i strive i hold it all inside

waiting on this perfect life of mine

i think to myself what if i tryed

i dont understand the things that i do sometimes

but i at least relize these things

i am trying so hard to do the best that i can do

i am trying so hard to overcome all of my fears

but i still find myself struggleing everytime

i am sorry i say to myself i love myself soo much but i keep messing up

  i dont even reconize

when i do these things

i am loved is what i think but sometimes i just feel so uncomplete

i fight every day to make the best out of everything

but it really get so hard sometimes and i end up slipping away once again

by moneaka