Fuel It Again
He screamed with clawing lungs As I sat silently in the small corner, My bottom lip trembling uncontrollably. His minuscule mind left No remaining room for Comprehension of Other's emotions, expressions. The depriving spoken words Pierced me like Needles stabbing every pore and then Dragging meticulously down through ruined flesh. My whole body shook; I gasped between aching tears for Oxygen. Oxygen only adds fuel to flames. I search like a lost child Desperate to find its mother, only I desire a knife. Let controlled physical pain Erase my hopelessness; Let stunning living blood Comfort my tense essence. Exhilarated, I seize control Over my chaotic life Once again. Satisfied, I regain power Over illiterate feelings Once again. I reign superior Over the pain he caused-- Until The cycle repeats Again.