Facade
I'm hating the state of mind I seem to currently reside in
I've been left defenseless if feels like the world has got me running and hiding
Nothing seems right anymore with how this pressure is making me feel
The pain that has overcome me is about to go in for the kill
It's like these emotions
Are the only things provoking
Me from exploding and choking
The happy alter ego I have to always put on for these jokers
When in reality I'm being eaten alive and I can't even stop it
The real me isn't even here
I swear to God sometimes I feel like I'm barely existing
Not a single ounce of the real me is even living
I am slowly letting go and my mentality is already giving
Just a moment
For the real me to completely abolish
And I try to find my true self but it has already been stolen
The mask may never be broken