i'm stuck in a game of tug of war.

on one side is my desire to please him --

the other, my insatiable hunger for less serious,

tall,

dark,

handsome pleasures.

i'm always left with the same question --

do i indulge?

my cravings never seem to get me anywhere good,

but my sweet tooth is hungrier than ever...

and a little taste of me never hurt anyone.

i guess this tug of war just crowned its winner.