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I am falling in love Might be losin' control Slowly fallin' Who gonna save me now I told him I am easily broken-hearted I hope this lasts for a little while I might lose myself
I don't know if I'm anxious or depressed or suicidal or really if I even exist.   All I know is  nothing seems real and all I can feel is the absolute lack of feeling.  
Bewildered by your smile Ready to fall at any time Opened up and let you in Kept you sheltered from the storm. Everything came to a stop
Skin is splotchy from lack of nutrition Dark crevices beneath my eyes from restless nights Hands shacking from loss of stability Eyes sparkless due to a runaway soul Mind caged no longer able to feel
The hurt, the agony, the pain, the betrayal, the lies, the broken promises, the assumptions, the hatred, the run arounds, the tears, the wounds, the scars, the dark, the pain, those dangerous thoughts, the nights alone, the days of torment, the
Heartbreak is something I cannot take. I fly just to fall, Crashing and burning. I've smiled this smile for to long, I'm starting to believe somethings truly wrong. Your love was a lie
I hate everything you said to me,                                                   
Crystal rose, You reflect light so beautifully, But how does it feel to have petals of stone and not of felt? To hold no fragrance, To not sway melodically in the winds’ breeze, To only be a sturdy copy?
Pills, weed, drinks and me Introduced to the devil                      we danced for a life time Constantly feeding me pain, sarrow and deppression As if all my wounds were healed All my suffering was gone
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