'eating disorder' ‘binge eating disorder’ ‘eating disorders’
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A plan never works I try to stop
I try to think of all the reasons I should not devour the cake
But I can't get away the urge is too powerful
my mind plays games
and even when I think this time will be diffrent
shame, guilt
I hide in my room, lock the door
To eat
To bury my depression
To bury my anxiety
An apology Letter to My Body
Dear body,
I am sorry
For once hating your small Asian eyes
And your mildly yellow skin color
because everyone around you was white
All I want is to pull myself out of the water but my arms are weak and my body is weighed by my own consumption.
My nails are painted in pretence and my lips glossed with lies.