Poems from toni has trauma
what a cursed blessing
to be seen for the first time
with such clarity
Everything is spiraling,
spiraling out of control.
Dragging me down,
down the rabbit hole.
I feel like I can't keep up,
always two steps...
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy.
Sometimes I feel like nothing is real,
like I'm trapped inside a dream
and nothing has permanence. ...
I need to find a balance between
feeling too much and not enough.
Between being overcome with emotion
and feeling an all-consuming empty...
I wish you would stop plaguing my mind
Infecting me like a sickness,
Consuming my every thought.
Infiltrating my dreams-
Even in my...