Poems from toni has trauma

It is very hard to love yourself when you were raised  by a gas lighting narcissist that preached love  while instilling self loathing.  ...
When I was young I was raised to  keep my head down, do as told,  I know better than you, I am the parent  and you are the child.   I was...
I don't know if it's depression, disassociation, or plain apathy, or all three or neither at all; But emotions are so fleeting.   Like...
Ours is the most complex relationship I've ever had.    You, a walking paradox, love to complicate.  I want to help you, I give so much of...
Every time I try to better myself, somehow it backfires.  It took so long for me to be able  to admit and accept that I need help.  So now...

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