Poems from Jakob Rogier

Butterflies in my headSay I'm okay I wanna talk to youAll day Running from my fearsThey say don't play And I won't playIf you don't play...
All I hear is the blood pumping into my veinAn open cut, slit by my brainI don't scream outI deserve painI prefer myself this 5 years agoI...
I laugh along with you in my headI hold your hand while alone in bedI hope to god you notice meBut not my insecurities I try to be perfect...
I met a boy a late summer dayHe looked at me and refused to satWhat made him so unhappyHe's a blue boyCall him defensiveBut blue boy don't...
Thoughts of youSeeping throughI see anotherThey look like youI start to cryBut got to hideThe pain insideFrom losing youI beat myself Black...

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