Poems from Eli Somers
I'm afraid-
Of the crushing guilt
That lays inside me
As I'm told I made a mistake,
I fucked up.
That it'll take some time
To not be angry...
What are my feelings?
I don't know.
Everything is numb,
Only eliciting a tingle,
At most.
Sadness is a lot easier,
Brought on at the...
I look in the mirror-
Perfect breasts,
A waist to die for,
Hip bones that girls would kill for,
I am beautiful.
And I hate it.
I slip on...
Without all the extras
Without the filters I place upon myself
The only difference between another and myself
Are the thoughts that run...
I am tired.
I am always tired.
No matter how much sleep I get.
My thoughts are veiled by fog.
Thinking is hard.
The alarm rings.
I don’t...