This is mentally exhausting
Everything is so overwhelming
I don't know who to talk to
Actually there are some people
But I don't...want to share these things
I want to let them out
But no one will understand
I don't think anyone's willing to
How can I let out feelings that I want to keep trapped
I must be a masochist
I always keep myself in suspense
Telling myself never to say these things out loud
But hoping everyone will find the things that I'm hiding
I mean who would actively be searching?
Life isn't a scavenger hunt
Everyone's too busy in their own thing
They don't care about what I'm doing
How I'm feeling
I keep these things in so people nearby will stay with me
And they do...they try to help me
But why do I still feel so empty?