there's no words to describe pain

not the pain that i can't seem to not pass through my heart has only morn

for your dissaperance i have nothing but the best you've always wanted to be free

your wishies have only guided me through to much has happened between us

 

i can't seem to let that go!!!

so your gone!!!

why did you never listen to me if you never

joined that stupid gang

but like you always said you were in the projects

and you have to do what you can to surivive

but not at your own risk

why did you do it

you have to fight!!!

NO!! not at the cost of your own life being taken from you

why!!!

WHY

WHY

you stupid follish

why did you go!

(sigh) like i said words can't describe pain

it can't

because your gone!!

in tribute i pray

that i shall rest another day

in not the arms of man

but in the saftey that god shall redeem my sins

and give me a breath for the mistakes i gave in

god bless my sins

one day i shall live again

R.I.P DERECK

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO MY CLOSES FRIEND WHO PAST AWAY YESTERDAY

THROUGH GANG VOLIENCE... AND THROUGH HIM HE LIVES WITHIN ME

IF IT WASN'T FOR HIM POETRY WOULDN'T BE MY LIFE!!