You Write to Impress; I Do It to Forget
When I was younger,
I used to try
to jump off of tables
to make myself fly.
But when my bones were all broken
(and my dreams were as well)
I came to realize
why I always fell:
you can try all you want
to have these wonderful things,
but God has a reason
for not giving us wings.
And that is why I write.
When I was little
and my heart was still whole,
I met a boy
who completed my soul.
The puzzle was done,
all its pieces in place,
when all of a sudden
the boy left with no trace
of why he had gone
or where he was going.
And I can't help but wonder
if he left me knowing
that he is why I write.
When I got older,
I started to see
a dark, empty stranger
was following me.
I asked who he was
and he told me to guess.
My newfound friend
was my loneliness.
I tried to escape him
any way that I could--
my family, my friends--
but beside me he stood,
so now all I can do is write.