You should have known

I was trying to hide the pain ,

I was trying to hide my tears ,

I was running from my dreams ,

I was telling you my pain ,

I was expressing myself,

I was venting ,

I was writing ,

I was listening to music ,

Always was loyal no matter what ,

Never told your deepest secrets ,

Now that shit just a reminder why I let you go ,

See what you say anymore not gonna hurt ,

Im forgive you & more on ,

I’m still gonna tell my story ,

I’m still gonna speak my mind ,

I’m still gonna write my thoughts ,

I’m still gonna write my pain ,

I’m still gonna express why I’m like this ,

I don’t care who don’t like it ,

It my life my story ,

So I’m gonna be the one to tell it ,

Y’all bitches mad because I’m a open book & your niqqa already read me ,

It’s not my fault he like the women that’s in front of him,

But baby believe this …MATTER FACT HEAR THIS I WILL NEVER WANT WHAT ANOTHER BITCH GOT ,

Always wanted my own niqqa ,

Always wanted my niqqa loyalty HEAR THIS FOR THE BITCHES IN THE BACK NEVER FOR HIS MONEY ,

I was trying sit back chill get this money ,

I was letting y’all talk you feel me ,

I was letting y’all think y’all got one up on me ,

I was letting y’all know in little words I was on game ,

But YALL STILL TRY TO PLAY ME LIKE A GOOFY LIKE I DIDNT KNOW THE GAME ,

BABY IM THE COACH ,

Are you DUMB 😭🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️,

GIVE Theses bitches a COAT & GET IN LINE ,

CANT PLAY ME IF I SEE IT COMING ,

Might hurt at the moment ,

But I’m a solder so I’m be straight,

Cause In the end all I got is me ,

So who I’m gonna loose to ,

Who GONNA DO SUMMA TO ME ,

WHO GONNA TAKE ME OUT ,

SHOW ME WHO GONNA OUT ME ,

Show me who grind harder than ,

I was trynna let you know ,

Me & out ,

Telling you lil by lil about me ,

Going in to details for details,

Telling you way more than I was suppose to ,

Loving you more when I was suppose to love me ,

Caring for way more than I should have ,

Giving you way more than you deserve,

Trusting you way more than you showed me cause I was so focused on not crossing you ,

You not seeing me like rest ,

I was trynna stand out ,

I was trynna be the best you had ,

I was trynna love you like no one else ,

I never had bad intentions,

I never meant / mean any harm ,

Never meant no pain ,

Never wanted to give up on you but you gaved me no choice ,

You cross me for the last time ,

I was trynna let you know …