When Im Irritated 

Thats My Vulnerable State.

Everything I Love 

Becomes Everything I Hate.

He Ruined My Mind

He Ruined My Heart

And When I Think Of Him

I Stir Inside.

Still My Love 

Still My All 

I Don't Think 

He'll Break My Fall.

He Makes Me This Way 

And I Let Him Affect Me 

I Know I Can't Stay;

But I Can't Leave

One Minute He's There

I Really Don't Know 

One Minute He's Gone

But I Know I Care. 

I Hate He Made Me this Way 

That He Can Hurt Me No Matter What 

He Doesn't Know To This Day 

He Can Make Me Vurnerable With

One Word 

One Thought 

One Sound

And It Affects My Whole Being 

No Matter What I Do 

It's Him I Keep Seeing 

I Wanna Give Up 

I Wanna Walk Away 

But I Follow Along Like A Lost Pup

No Matter How 

No Matter Why 

If I Wanted To Get Away 

I Couldn't If I Tried 

Maybe Im Crazy

Maybe Im Delusinal

But Some Thing Like This 

Isn't The Usual 

 

I Guess Thats What Love Does To Ya'