you had me, you left me, you never cared.

i was your second child and still you werent prepared.

on the lonely nights when i was sad, you were the one that made me feel bad. 

you were never there to wipe my tears, you werent there for me all those years.

when i was lonely you werent there, i guess thats because you didnt care. 

i could never count those days you were gone.

it breaks my heart to think i never belonged.

without a mother i am lost and confused. 

if parenting were a contest you would lose.

call me or write me when you never did.

 how could you do that to your own kid?

you had me, you left me, you never cared.

you are the reason i am scared.

 all those days that i have been upset, will soon become your biggest regret.

your corrupted of lies, despair, and no trust.

even with your deepest thoughts, you will never be enough.

years and years past and still no word.

the words "I Love You" i never heard.

when i was hurt, you didnt mend my broken heart.

the fears have passed, and now they're dark. 

this pain i feel, will never end. 

no matter how much you feel it within.

you had me, you left me, you never cared.

my most important memories that were never shared.

so i thank you for leaving, because all you were to me was decieving.

you had me, you left me, you never cared.

will i ever be good enough?

will i ever be important enough?

i guess not, because you had me...

 

then you left me..

 

because you never cared.

 

~n.c.