You judge without knowing truely.
You look at me with rejection,
But I look at you with pity,
Because you should see perfection.
I'm not talking about looks,
Not even about mentality.
But between the nooks
and cranies, I am Contradictory.
Volleyball breathes life into me
I feel I am weightless
And I never have to worry.
Not even brush against stress.
The ball is my only concern.
I don't need to look pretty.
All I see are faces I can't discern
Because my focus is deadly.
I may not seem perfect,
But my sets are.
In that moment, I detect
The ball, my muscles, and a bar
I will set for every person in that building.
Victory I taste,
Not the lip stick in stores, slowly killing
With its poison lead base.
I want to change myself, my body, my mind.
Never a day goes by without despair.
However, I fight to defend the genes that are mine
Because, in reality, they do not compare.
Don't think I'm rude.
Don't you dare say I'm arrogant.
I'm introducing a new mood
Girls should be taught but can't.
Society holds us back,
But I'm breaking free.
Volleyball puts my mind on the right track.
This is why I'm perfectly Contradictory.