I'm not gonna write you a love poem

At least not the kind you'd like

that tells you just how amazing you are

and how your

dark

lively

haunted

eyes

that held so many secrets in them

would look at me with longing

and

with mockery 

knowing just how much I felt for you 

or how your smile would make me fall for you 

again

and again

and again

Nope,

I'm not gonna write you that type of love peom

It wouldn't be fair to me

Especially because as far as I know this was

unrequited love

What can be worse than loving someone who will 

never

love 

you

back

Though there were moments when

I

actually

thought

I 

had a chance with you

you had a girlfriend

and you made every single girl you met feel the same

loved 

important

special

different

But it was unrequited love

To you just like the many girls before and after me

I'm probaly a memory

long gone

nothing

but a small blip in your life

probably not even that

But to me you'll always be the one 

Because even when you made me feel 

silly

forgotten 

insignificant

crazy

You made me feel