Why am I so hung up on a stupid message

It's nothing

I'm nothing

At least to him...

But what if we did

Look each other in the eyes

Remember each other at night

I thought there was something

And did I even fight?

Now I'm not sure what's real

It's apparent he may not feel what I feel

But I know there was something in my bones

Silly girl, you know you're still alone

But no

I'm not

It can't be

I'm not just a thought

I'm a girl 

With a call

To answer the world

And while I may not be as bright as you

Or see things as you do

I still cling on to my hope

But you'd rather choke

And now

I'm just lost 

This isn't right

There was something there

You felt it too right?

What am I supposed to say

When all my hope is slowly floating away...

Is it the way he speaks to me?

Do I think there's something there that simply isn't

Is it the way I feel like he knows

He understands the feelings I hold

What can I say

I'm blown away

But if he knew

Would he feel the same too

Would he understand

Would he take my hand 

Would he let me know

That I am not alone

Would he hold me close

Tell me he understands the story I've told

I just don't know...