I love someone dearly

and i feel awful for her

because she has to love someone like me,

someone who she can't make happy,

someone who has mood swings

and cries and doesn't know how to live.

I love this girl more than I had ever thought

I would love someone.

More than I knew was possible,

and the fear that I will lose her

because of my mental health

this is the scariest thing I have ever faced.

The question that circles around in my head everyday

is will she run when she knows who I truly am?

Someone who sometimes can't ever pull herself out of bed to go to school,

someone who breaks down over the smallest of things,

someone who may not be worth all the work.