You have given me pain, heartache, and sorrow.

You have made me resent seeing tomorrow.

You bring negativity that latches onto me,

and I cannot breathe when nightmares are haunting me.

 

You have made nights too difficult to sleep.

You have made me lose count of all the sheep.

You make silence sound loud and scary,

and I can't hear you when I become weary.

 

I do not know how to control you.

I do not want to control you.

So when you leave,

I don't know when you'll return.

 

My feelings are too painful to carry.

And the thought of you will always be scary.

But when you are with me,

all is fogotten.

 

I do not feel any pain, heartache, or sorrow.

I only wish there was no tomorrow.

The negativity vanishes away,

and I only wish you would stay.

 

I do not think of my nights,

I only daydream of your eyes.

I do not care about the silence,

with you I won't mind being quiet.

 

You are my happiness.

Too bad it is not constant.

Just like you.