why can't i pull the trigger

why can't i end it all now

what is holding me back

i have no friends

my family hates me

so why can't i do it

why do i feel like i'll be missed

no one would miss me

im invisible

no one even sees me

why would they miss me

im just a nobody

a backround caracater in thier movie

so why can't i do it

what is stopping me

i want to end it so bad 

yet i can't

why

just why

why must i endure this torture

i need to end it

whatever is stopping me needs to stop

stop stopping me

please let me end the pain

the suffering

please

just please let me end it all

please