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I admit I was always jealious cause my cousin drug dealing making money
I thought to myself this isn't what i know
i made a list with a couple things written
My personal experience was the first thing written
I thought to myself
Maybe if I step outside the box and speak with my emotion
Hopefully you guys will fill it
To my friends and family I was always difficult to deal with
Cause I was always making those stupid wrong desions
Well most of the people I know are working 2 jobs just to make a living
Am over here trying to throw away my life by drug dealing
Im sorry to the people I hurt the most
I ask myself why, why do I wanna be like them
Im trying to better my ways
So one day I can tell my son not to choose that way
It sucks when you have to grow up to fast
It was around mid-august just to be exact
The day I found out my mom was diagnosed
I thought to myself what do I do now
I actually step outside the box and for once saw the bigger picture
Its sad cause when I was growing up my dad wasn't even in the picture
Im grateful for all the things my mom done for me
Like giving her life to me and my sisters
Rasing me into a man and taught me how to take responsibities and be loyal
Its breaks me down knowing the women who knows me the best
And takes me back everytime im in the wrong
Has no cure
I had to accept the fact my mom was sick and there was nothing I could do about it
Thats when life hit me in the face
And told me I had to get my shit together
Life never been easy its only going to get harder
But sometimes you have to understand thats what makes you become a man
I thank the Summer Bridge for giving me another shot at life
If it wasn't for you my life would be a mess
I think everybody life is like a roller coaster it goes up and down and all around
But its up to make the choice to move forward or just fall on the ground and stay there
Thats what I did for longest time and I wasn't going anywhere in life
But down hill
If it wasn't for god I would have never found my true colors and show me what im capible of doing
Be the change you wish to see in the world and Stay Hungry Stay Foolish